i want to be intellectually stimulated.
i want to soak up all i can.
but i already feel doubt creeping in.
am i emotionally stable enough?
can i juggle 40 hours of work and 15 units?
will i connect with people in my classes?
do i have the willpower to not give up?
is my head gunna explode?
how will my sleeping and eating habits be effected?
are my doubts reasonable?
or based on irrationality?